Finally.... things have been cleared...... The day i have been waiting for a long long time... but i didn't know that it will be that hurting... not becos i have to make a decision.. but i knew things that i didn't even expected!!

The person whom i trusted even when people tell me negative things about him, really really disappoint me to the max... I am not sad that i am not with him together.. but i am just sad why he is like that? How can anyone be like that? I thought guys are suspose to be responsible ? why arent they, especially those i know...

i need time to recover man...but wha i really want is.... to spent time with my bf, Ryan now.. Although so many unhappy things have passed, i hope that it will make our relationship even stronger than before... as i know i will cherish him more than i did previously.. Lets work hard together dear. I LOVE U LOTS LOTS DEAR!