Tuesday, August 30, 2005
never ending problems..
Hi everyone.
Thanks for everyone concern. Lucky is feeling much better and he is discharged from the hospital.. which cost me close to 700 bucks!!! wah liao.. cannot take it.. damn ex.. hahaha.. i am broke liao... totally.. dry... hehhe.
But even though lucky condition did improved, he still can't really stand.. his right side front n back leg is still quite stiff... i have to do physiotherapy for him 3 times a day... feed him medicine every morning and night.. constantly feed him water... I know he is suffering... but i am suffering too... i can't sleep well at night.. i have to wake up to see whether is he okie.. and he sometimes.. dun sleep!!! then i have to sayang him or else.. he will whine.. i also have to wake up extra early so that i can feed him his medicine.. and lucky hate the medicine.. so have to force him to eat...
now lunch.. i can't go n eat also.. i have to go home and accompany him... do physiotheraphy for him..
Life will be quite different for me now.. hardly have time to rest.. no time to go out and meet my friends.... i think my friends do understand my situation too... i dunno when will i have my same lifestyle back.. or in the other words... when will lucky fully recover? haiz.. i dunno.. only heaven knows..
As for my studies.. i think i am the tip of giving up.. i dun even have time for it.. i am just going to heck care it.. if this exam, i fail... i won't retake.. i am going to just waste the money and quit school...
Problems.... never ending problems... i am about to breakdown already... physically and mentally...